i’m still waiting

issue 70 – april 2025

i’m still waiting

issue 70 – april 2025

Issue 34: soil

This month we offer skies black, a cloud corked inside an umbrella, and the germination of the moon’s sanity.

Issue 30: ode

This month we offer changed names, the flame of fierce determination, and a body resistant to loving. Next month we continue to:      ode Submission guidelines can be found here. love,  amanda lezra  Editor-in-Chief FITTING IN We kissed cats, Cuddled dogs, Reared rats, Fed frogs, Smoked

Issue 29: linger

layers -  cory fisher  This month we offer fruit we never eat, transparent gummy worms, and dream after dream. Next month we:      ode Submission guidelines can be found here. love,  amanda lezra  Editor-in-Chief still life with neighbors Cezanne’s tables, broken and discontinuous, are

Issue 28: possess

This month the theme is possess: to have, or, to take, or, to be taken. Today we offer cookies garnished with poems, a sprig of lilac, a new love, and another love.

  • brightly-colored orange, yellow, and blue fish swimming in an aquarium

Issue 27: why is love

Today we offer a light that isn't really light, flat sweet bleach, and the one who will protect you.

Issue 22: if I could stop time

Late last winter the world as we knew it shut down. I kept a list of words that echoed across early pandemic conversations: grief, dead, sick, wait, prognosis, we’ll see, stay safe, be well. I unearthed this list this winter. I noticed how each word revolved around time: its ebbing, passing, ending; how much we have, how much we want.

Issue 20: the past is as fluid as the future

This month we are honored to be in conversation with Professor Susan Stryker. She says that the past is as fluid as the future; that history is proof of how radical change transpires even if to us it feels incremental. On the first day of the new year we offer you new clothes, new names, a long night, and new hands.

Issue 18: The Antidote to Rage is Nuance

Fire will not cross the road to kill you. You have to lie down to keep going. It won't hurt to have proof you loved me. She lives through this, but I never see her again.

Issue 17: You Never Know Who’s Watching

During this month's conversation with poet, educator and activist Denice Frohman she said that she finds hope in nature—in the beauty we have yet to see. This evening we explore dusk, champagne days, and animals that face extinction.

  • Beakdown - Yanina May - Rough Cut Press

Issue 16: The Goal Is To Be Forgotten

You asked how my heart is. I have lost touch with it over these years. Like a dusty hallway that I’ve learned not to take people down. But every day, inside those walls there is a longing:

Issue 15: resistance

During our interview, poet Diannely Antigua said: "I am resisting something within myself that doesn’t want me to be alive," and I told her I resonated.  So August is about resistance.

  • Julia - Brett William Childs

Issue 14: rastro

tonight, as my building boards up and the sirens begin to sound, I think, Revolt, revolt, revolt! It's time; the dead are calling...

  • Glory - Rough Cut Press

Issue 13: WRATH

tonight, as my building boards up and the sirens begin to sound, I think, Revolt, revolt, revolt! It's time; the dead are calling...

  • James Conrad San Francisco - Rough Cut Press

Issue 12: touch me STAY AWAY

In this issue, you will find a cat, a rattlesnake, and bumps raising like braille. You will also find an interview about the philosophy of aesthetics with Professor Jay A. Gupta. He teaches at Mills College and once gave me a C on a paper. When I went to his office to ask why, he said: “You told me where you arrived but you didn’t show me how you got there.”

Issue 11: WELL THAT ESCALATED

It’s so weird that everything can change in what feels like a second but really it’s all an imperfect culmination of coincidences. Like a viral jump from animal to human and neglectful world leaders. Our understanding of “essential” is changing. But if you are reading this you too turn to art when you’re in pain or in love or wanting to feel at all.

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